Jesus.
That sentence has haunted me ever since this year.

I look forward and think, ohgod, two years left of highschool. Then we're pretty much forced to get into some college and then
marriage or children or something.

I want to stay in this thoughtless and meaningless period of my life forever.

Where everything means nothing to those older, and nothing means everything to you. I want to stay frozen in this blurred moment of time forever.

God you've put me on a rant.
It scares me so much, someday I'll get a wrinkle, as terrible and vain as that sounds, but that means you're getting older. Someday, I'll send a kid off to school myself and wish to god that perhaps he'll never grow old.

In the end, it's true, you don't stay young forever.

I have a plan though,
I'm not going to grow old.

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_{"If you sometimes feel a little useless, offended or depressed... Always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious little sperm out of millions."}

_{growing old is a natural thing.
in a way, it's beautiful.
buuut in a way, it's not.}

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_{we're crashing cars we used to share.}

I'm terrified of growing old.
*shrug.*

I have no more rant in me... the dentist killed my soul, I swear.

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_{"If you sometimes feel a little useless, offended or depressed... Always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious little sperm out of millions."}

_{eww.
dentists.
D:}

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_{we're crashing cars we used to share.}

it was this asian guy who told my I had an overactive tongue that causes cavities.

TONGUE ADHD
I HAVE IT.

DUN DUN DUNNN

and the woman kept stabbing my gums.

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_{"If you sometimes feel a little useless, offended or depressed... Always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious little sperm out of millions."}

_{omglol.
overactive tongue?
never heard of that one. xD}

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_{we're crashing cars we used to share.}

then he told me to stick it out
and move it upwards so he could look at my teeth properly.
It still didn't stop moving.
XD

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_{"If you sometimes feel a little useless, offended or depressed... Always remember that YOU were once the fastest and most victorious little sperm out of millions."}

great photograph!
i recently featured it here:[link]
take a look.

_{I like this soo much <3
I like the raindrops (:}

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_{can you see me cry?
tears like diamonds.}

_{thanks! (: <3}

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_{we're crashing cars we used to share.}